I want to stand in an open field. Hands stretched out. Face turned upwards. Wind blowing my hair. Basking in the ray of sunshine. Eyes closed. And I feel... Content. Blissful. Where the only sound I can hear are my slow breaths. The only thoughts I have are "I want to stay.. like this. Just like this".
When I open my eyes. It's like everything crumbles down.. Dark clouds loom over me. Wind howling in my ears. And rain starts to pour. The only thoughts i have are "How did I get here?"
Even when I'm trying to look straight ahead and move forward.. I always feel like I have to look back with each step I take. When can all this stop.. So that I can just run ahead. No more looking back. I need to do it. Or else I think I might just die inside.
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